So I'm 17 weeks exactly today.  Now and between 20 weeks is when I've had mostly all my losses.  Even with the cerclage the stress is BEYOND a level I can handle.  I've been feeling some pressure.  Went to dr yesterday (High Risk) and although she said everything is ok - I'm just still freaking out.  Ok soooo I guess I tread lightly for the next couple weeks.  God please let me make it at least to 23 weeks .... please !!!