I can't begin to describe this horrendous feeling I am empty a piece of my heart is gone and knowing I have a baby that is no longer with us still in my belly is killing me!!!! I want it to be over but more then that I want it to not be true how do you move on? How do you cope after something so tragic? I have never cried so many tears and I can't allow myself to be taken over by it because I have a gorgeous 22 month old daughter. But I just keep asking myself why? Why does god keep doing this to me? They say you don't get anything you can't handle. Well I can't handle this I can't I just want yesterday to have never happened and for my baby to be ok! Why can't that be why?