I simply can't bring myself to pee on another stick. I was SOOOO hopeful at the beginning of this cycle. I took letrozole as normal but surprisingly I produced 3 follicles, 2 on the right 1 on the left. Did the trigger shot, & now I'm at the tail end of the dreaded TWW. But I'm so afraid of getting yet another BFN that I can't bring myself to test.

My in-laws keep joking saying "omg what if it's triplets!" And for whatever reason I got excited, scared, & disappointed all in a matter of minutes. Making a baby shouldn't be this hard & depressing 😫