Anyone else going through a suspected ectopic pregnancy?

This is my second. The first one was clearly an ectopic but with this one they are not 100% but either way the pregnancy is not viable (numbers stopped at 155 and just stayed there) I was treated with methotrexate shots on Sunday. I am mess physically, emotionally, mentally an spiritually. Going back to work this morning after my days off was torture. Everyone knows but they do not know how to act around me. Puzzled as to why I am so sad because it was so early. And if I hear "at least" one more time I swear.... Ugh. It really is something you can not understand until it happens to you. I wish people could understand but I would never wish pregnancy loss on anyone.