my period is breaking my heart...

Kirsty
Every single month I get my hopes up and every single month I'm let down again! Why can I get pregnant? Me and my partner don't see each other regularly as don't live together and we work full time but still we have unprotected sex as often as we can and every single time I'm disappointed with the results, not because of the sex (the sex is good) but because it doesn't lead to pregnancy! 
I know my body very well and every moment I see signs, back aches when I don't usually get back aches during my period. Loss of appetite which again never usually happens during my cycles. Each cycle I'm finding something new that never normally happens and...it's breaking me!
It's breaking my will power to see so many people pregnant, with babies or children! The stories that hurt me most though are those parents who say they got pregnant by accident! I don't know what to do or think or feel anymore...