I just had a baby 5 days ago. He is now 35 weeks gestation and my boyfriend LEFT to go on a beach trip while my baby is still in NICU. The entire time since he has been born my boyfriend barely even will be around me when I am at the hospital or home, but he says he cares. I think if he cared he would have not went on a fucking vacation right after the baby was born. I'm pissed