9 days till my period

And am scared because I want a baby more then ever I been taking meds to get pergo for 3 months my husband check his sperm about 3 months ago and we been trying almost 3 years no luck am 23 I had a tubely pergantcy before I got with him so 1 tube 2 ovaries so it kind of hard but I want be mother to have part of me and my husband still be here when we are passed and because a baby is blessing and I know my husband when be a wonderful father and I know I be a wonderful mom but its up to god in my eyes and I just really tired of having my periods and crying!!