i can't be the only one

marissa
so tonight ive been emotionally fired up about everything. maybe i'm PMSing. maybe i'm pissed because i know i'm PMSing when i really just want my period to finally not come, just this one time & get a BFP. maybe i've reached my breaking point. maybe i hate my job. maybe i have too many problems. i can't decide haha. maybe i'm stressed because i've finally gone to the doctors, since you have to wait a year to even get some answers as to why you can't just start a family whenever you want to. & im anxious to find out what's going on with my own body. the one i look at everyday but still have no idea how to control or fix the problems i'm having with conceiving. maybe i'm just stressed. who's with me?
my nightly rant is that i have this thing where shower time is my time. my time away from my husband (but god i love him). time away from our dogs. time away from the worries of work. time where i can just reflect & have some damn peace. but my husband likes to shower with me. sure it's sexy sometimes. but sometimes it's like "excuse me, can you stand in the freezing cold so i can shave?" or "don't stand that way, you're getting my hair wet! i didn't plan on washing it today" (curly hair probs) 
so hense the PMS. but here i am complaining when i have a husband that would do anything for me. i think my hormones are just making me lose my mind. i'm not sure where i was going with this post. but if anyone else's emotions have been all across the board, just know you aren't alone!