I NEED HELP& SOMEONE TO TALK TO

Hello Everyone . I've Had So Much On My Mind Lately. I've Fell In Love With This Guy That I Met Off The Internet. We Live Very Close To One Another & See Each Other Everyday But We Just So Happen To Meet On A Dating App. Anyways One Day I Went And Met Him Since I Have A Car And He Didn't . I Fell In Love Right Then And There!!! This Happened Last Year In March. I Couldn't Go A Day Without Talking To Him  I Fell In Love All Over Again I Met Him Soon As I Got Out Of High School That's Where I Met My Ex Who I Dated For 3 Years (WAY BEFORE MY NEW MAN) Which Is Very Irrelevant But After Me And Him Broke It Off I Promised Myself Never To Love Anyone Like I Did And Get My Heart Broke Until I Met My New Boyfriend . Now My Boyfriend Is Way Older Than Me I Am 20 He's 25 But None Of That Even Matters To Me. What Matter Is I Met A Great Man Who Love Me For Me, He Takes Me Out , Does What Ever He Can To Make Me Happy Which I Love About Him !!! But Recently We Haven't Been Seeing Eye To Eye. My Cousin Had Just Moved Down Closer By Where I Stay At And We Have Been Catching Up & Hanging Out . Now I Normally Wear Just A Plain T Shirt And Leggings Or Some With My Boyfriend And I Told Him I Don't Party Which I Don't I Just Like To Go Out Every ONCE IN A WHILE But Since I've Been Hanging With My Cousin He Has Noticed I Changed Up The Way I Dress And Also I Go Out With My Cousin A Lot More And He's Became Demanding And JEALOUS . I Could Have A Nice Outfit On And My Boyfriend Would Say Mean Things Like You Look Like A Whore And I Don't Want You Hanging Out With Your Cousin Cause She Is Turning You Into A Hoe Which Definitely NOT THE TRUE Cause I Don't Do Things To Be Called A Hoe But My Boyfriend Just Find Mean Things To Say To Make Me Cry. He Has Never Acted This Way Ever, I Know He Id 25 And Still Living With Her Mom And Her Husband Who Doesn't Like Me Because I Am Black Which I Don't Care , But My Boyfriend Act Like A Big Ass Kids And Also Have Some Self Esteem Issues And Trust Issues , He Has Been Used For His Money Before , Cheated On , & Lied To From Previous People Who Called Theirselves Using Him. First Off He Acts Like A Kid Because All He Cares About Is Video Games He Doesn't Really Pay Attention To Me Anymore And I'm Starting To Feel Unwanted Like I Did In My Previous Relationship . He Ignores Me When I Talk He Calls Me Out My Name, Its So Much That He Does But I Always Run Back To Him Cause I Feel Like I'm In Love . He Also Is Taking His Trust Issues And Things Out On Me Because Of His Past . At First I Was Thinking He Should Seek Some Kind Of Therapy Because He Does Have A BAD TEMPER AND TAKES HIS ANGER OUT ON ME BY YELING AT ME . I Really Love Him Though And I Won't Pretend I'm Perfect Cause My Anger Is 10x Worse I Just Want To Know Ways We Could Stop Agruing So Much 😞😞😞😞😞 Because We Want To Start A Family Soon And With All Of This Stress It Won't Help At All!!