I'm not sure what to really do, I've been trying to find something or someone to help me but I don't know where to go. I'm almost 9 weeks pregnant and I'm just not mentally and physically good whatsoever. I've been looking for mental clinics but insurance apparently limits the ones you can go to and the only ones I found are for drug abuse and I don't have drug problems. Please no mean comments and please don't reply to my other posts because I realized reading the replies only makes me more suicidal and makes me realize how little people know about mental health issues. I'm starting to think I am just absolutely crazy and I feel like a part of me has given up. My main problems are depression, horrible horrible anxiety, insomnia, and ptsd. I also have a bad needle phobia that I have been trying to get over so that makes things difficult as well. If you know of any places or anything that can help me please comment