Losing my baby was the hardest thing I have ever went through my boobs started lactating in I thought it was normal but my grandmother 85 at the time birth 14 children told me I should go get check out I made an appointment I was suppose to be 10 weeks at the time in they couldn't find a heart beat they did a ultrasound they seen nothing so they set me up an appointment to get a specialist ultrasound same day I found out my child heart had stop beating worse day of my life !! Picture above is the last pictures I have of my baby my baby was already expired for a week already in my body hadn't catched in yet I couldn't go through the process of seeing if what was left of my child come out at home so I decided to get a DNC I had to have my deceased baby inside of me for another week after I found out that was the hardest thing ever . Surgery was set in I was scared out my mind the day finally came in I was in so much shock but I had the best doctors they made sure I was comfortable in explained to me everything that was gonna happen I went into the room they put me on the bed I started asking me questions the last thing I remember is my doctor asking me my name in told me it was beautiful . She told me I would be just fine tears rain down my fiancé in I was off into a deep sleep . Woke up in a lil pain in that's when my grieve officially started . Feb 2 2017 is when I found out and Feb 9 2017 is when I had my surgery ! Rest In Peace to my baby and all the other babies that didnt make it to the world !!