My husband and I have been trying with one MMC since November 2015. My best friend's daughter is now almost a year old, and she just told me she's pregnant with her 2nd today. I just did my second <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>, so I'm waiting to find out about that, but I am so. Fucking. Angry. I think, I don't know. I'm just so frustrated and I feel like this entire process has robbed me of the ability to be happy for other people who are pregnant/have babies, which now includes my best friend AND my sister-in-law. It's not that I don't want them to be pregnant, I just want it so badly too and I'm so angry that I just can't be happy. And now even if I am pregnant, then I'll just be 'pregnant with my best friend' whoopeee. I just wanted it to be my turn. Is that wrong? Am I a horrible friend? This just feels awful and I needed to vent. Sorry if this is all irrelevant and I'm just bitching. Ugh.