So discouraged and feel like I should just give up..

Anonymous
I had a feeling that this month was our month. I even ordered a onesie off etsy to announce to my husband. I planned on announcing on Father's Day today. But it's negative. I got a faint line at 8 dpo. It was faint but pretty clear. I just knew I was pregnant because all my symptoms and the positive test. Well I tested the next morning at 9 dpo and it was negative. I continued testing and still negative. I don't understand. Maybe I just go a false positive. I was so excited and had the whole thing planned to tell my husband. But I guess I'm not pregnant. AF is 2 days late but my periods are sometimes off so that's normal. I'm started to get backaches and crampy feeling like AF is coming. This sucks so bad. We tried so hard this month and did everything perfect. Had sex every day the entire week I was fertile and ovulated. Ugh! It just sucks knowing you've got to do this all over again next month and will probably still end up with a negative. Baby dust to all those TTC.