Ugh...sex. Probably TMI.

So we haven't had sex basically since I found out I was pregnant. (Now 30 weeks). For the first 17 weeks I was constantly throwing up and nauseous. And it went straight from that to excruciating rib pain. So I haven't been 'in the mood' either mentally or physically for a long time. I know it really bothers my hubby and today I guess I just felt bad enough that I figured I would give it a try even though I wasn't really feeling it. Well it f'ing hurt. Even just a finger hurt. I put like a pound of lube on and it still hurt. Hurt like scratchy and hurt like the pressure hurt. And then the whole bottom half of my stomach just felt and still feels cramps. And he finished and I went in the bathroom and cried. I feel terrible that it wasn't even remotely enjoyable to me but I don't know what I am supposed to do. I have only pleasured myself a few times but it's always on the outside, I haven't done any vaginal stimulation since I found out I was pregnant. (Partially because I miscarried shortly before this and was paranoid, partially because I just didn't feel like it.)