Should I see a therapist or what ?

I feel myself changing and it's honestly due to past relationships with my mother , friends and men i feel heartless and careless when it comes to other people and their feeelings  everyone just pisses me off dudes have sex with me and leave why can't I do that with the next dude I talk to ? My mother kicks me out so why can't I come and go as I please ? Friends are not family so why do I need them ? I was nice to everyone and I didn't get that in return I'm over it it's best that I just keep to myself because I don't care about anybody nor their feelings what is wrong with me ... I didn't see anything wrong till it was brought to my attention