I lost my little boy in February. He was born at 31 weeks and he spent two and a half months fighting in the NICU. He was the biggest blessing I've ever received. Now four months after his passing I still break down almost daily because I can't figure out how to move on. My husband and I decided to TTC again but we've been having no luck. Every month is another disappointment. Has anyone else had trouble TTC after their first child or after a loss? *below is his picture*