tomorrow

I'm finally 20 weeks. (20w 1d) and tomorrow I get to find out the gender at 2 o clock. I was so excited up until yesterday I randomly started crying thinking I'm gonna get a little boy again. I love my son lol it's just I was the only girl & have 3 brothers and when I was little I told my mom that when I grow up I'm gonna have a girl so I can have a sister lmao that's how bad I wanted another girl in the family. My son, bf & everyone else wants a girl and I'm nervous bc it's not like you can change it lol I'm just hoping for a girl really bad but if it's a boy at least my son will have a little brother 🤷🏽‍♀️ I just don't want to be sad about it