my boyfriend is..

Everything a girl could dream of! I mean this. He is caring and patient.. He's gentle, selfless, romantic.. all of these things and more.. BUTTTT, his dick is little and he's a five minute man. 🤦🏽‍♀️😩😭 'WHHHHHYYYYY'- in my cry baby voice. I mean seriously. He's a 9... and a half. Literally. My boyfriend is on the fluffy side and has a belly on him.. so I think this makes it worse! It's so small, like a pen is longer. It's probably like 4in. But it's kinda thick tho.. that's the good part.. but once I start gettting into it... HE CUMS. So freaking fast. I'm so sad. Idk what to do. Toys aren't my thing so I really am so lost right now. I would never want to hurt my bf but like wtf am I supposed to do the rest of my life. 😢 I love him so much, I wouldn't trade anything except the penis and the momentum. He also doesn't know how to stroke it.. I try to teach him but he doesn't like to listen.. he feels like I'm ruining his mood and he goes soft or he cums so fast we can't even get a lesson in. 😩 Don't even get me started on when he tries to put it in. I for one love the feeling of when they first put it innnn. I look forward to that part of sex.. but I have long lips and after all the times he and I have had sex, he still doesn't know how to open my lips and put it in. He always tries to ram it in like a crazy person. THAT HURTS!! He swears he knows what he's doing tho. OMG SOMEONE HELP. Idk what the hell to do. His fourplay is awesome and I usually cum from that but he seems to try to rush it or start getting lazy because he wants to put it in.. even when I tell him to keep it slow he starts to get lazy or starts going really fast trying to get it over with.. and then he puts it in and 'Oh baby I'm sorry, I gotta cum.' KILL ME. I used to be like I wanted to have sex all the time.. but now with him I literally beg not to have sex with him because of this. Smfh or I ask for four ply and then ask him to leave me be because I just don't want to be let down. He doesn't like to talk about it. I think it kind of melts his heart alittle. But my mf heart is melting over here too, shit. Lol