Depression

Okay I had a miscarriage almost 2 weeks ago. I was depressed for a few days before the doctor even told me for a fact I had one. I already knew. And I've been trying since I got off my depo shot last March exactly a year ago today. I only had 3 periods before I became pregnant though. Everyone I know is pregnant. Either pretty far along or just finding out. I want a baby so bad. I've never went thru something do awful in my whole life. And to top it off I was just told that it's a good thing I miscarried because I have bills and he doesn't think I would be able to take care of a child. (Someone I work with) which absolutely hurt my feelings because yea I have bills but I have money. Both my fiance and I work and make decent money. And everyone has bills. Idk why having bills would constitute the ability to take care of a child. I am getting to be seriously depressed. I'm coming up close to my ovulation date according to glow and I think I will be ovulating due to cervical mucus and I have. A doctor app in 2 weeks to see how I'm doing and I really just wanna get pregnant and be able to get my blood drawn at my doctor app and them be like congrats your pregnant. But as of right now I have this extreme jealousy of everyone who is pregnant. And my feelings are so hurt