not good with the ladies

Jordyn • Jordyn. 27. Pansexual. Fetlife. Poly. Single. Pregnant with #1
Hello ladies. I'm pansexual. I've had a few girlfriends in the past. My boyfriend says he's perfectly okay with me having a girlfriend since we are in a polyamorus relationship (he has a wife and another girlfriend) but it's been a while since I've been with a woman. I don't even know how to start looking? And I'm so socially awkward and I'm just not good at flirting with girls lol. Like women are goddesses to me. Women to me, are kinda intimidating. Anyone else feel that way? Or am I just super odd?