I lost my son at 36 weeks last year. 8th October to be exact. Then we conceived our rainbow baby in January but sadly on the 8th March that baby had to be removed by d&c as it wasn't growing he or she never even had a heartbeat. Loosing that baby was hard as it was meant to of helped us cope a little better but never replace. But here we are months on and no baby still. I used up my remaining ovulation tests this month and I am actually ovulating today. Managed to have some fun hoping to again tomorrow well if I'm honest we have every day since my last period. So hoping this may be our month at last hoping we get some happiness that is so desperately needed. We have coped well together through all this and have come out stronger than ever. But we both really want this. We are not trying trying we just having loads of fun and not being careful. And think we both just secretly hope each month we will get some luck. So please pray and wish us some luck this month.