I'm so disappointed in God. I have prayed and prayed and prayed and prayed until I've reached the point of feeling like my prayers are in vain. The God I've believed in said he would give us the desires of our hearts, he said anything we ask in his name he will do. If we believe on earth he will do it in heaven. When Hannah In the bible cried out to the lord with her most sincere cry, he heard her and remembered her and blessed her. All these other ppl who are evil, hateful, popping out kids not to love and take care of but to just pin off on someone else or use for government benefits... everyone else is getting pregnant and having babies left and right. But what about me... why keep praying if it's not going to happen, why keep believing if he's not doing what I've been asking. He allowed me to get pregnant almost 2 years ago knowing how bad I wanted it, only to snatch it away from me... like for what reason God??? Everyone said you never know what was wrong or could've been wrong with the baby... but my thought it,"HES God so he could've fixed it with the blink of an eye, right?" So y not just fix it. Like what are you trying to prove Lord... it makes me feel like less than a woman knowing everyone around me either has kids or is currently pregnant... then there's me... I'm not trying to be disrespectful towards God, but he knows my thoughts right? So I might as well be honest with him about how I feel. And that is how I feel... I'm sick of this.