Too big for a two piece?!?!

Excuse the mess and lack of smile. I wanted to share this photo. I am always preaching about women having body positivity. Sadly at 200 pounds, I have none. I just bought my first two piece swimsuit to find that my breast don't fit and I have rolls hanging over the top. I know everyone is built different and maybe no one will really care. But I can see it. And all I can think is of how I will feel like a beached whale.