Depressed to find out my best friend is also trying for a baby

Kimberly
My best friend just told me that her and her boyfriend are trying for baby number 2. As happy as I am for her it made me extremely emotional because I have been trying for a baby for over a year now. I just feel like if she gets pregnant right away it's going to make me feel super depressed to be around her when I have been trying for so long and I want this so bad. I work at a clothing store that sells baby clothes and I'm constantly surrounded by parents with newborns and that alone is hard but now my best friend a person I am always around will most likely have no problem getting pregnant whatsoever. I just don't understand why it won't happen for me. Any helpful positive words are appreciated.