I wanted to share a little bit of my story because I'm at a point in my life where I no longer self harm or have suicidal thoughts. I no longer hate myself for how big I am and I have battled with my weight all my life. My highest weight has been 213 (current) and my lowest was 160 on 07/25/16. I managed to gain all the weight I lost back by the end of 2016. That is over 30+ lbs. I have learned that my weight is just a number and even though I battle with this still in my life I know I will overcome it and just have to try even harder. I am posting this to help inspire others that it's ok to lose at some things, gain weight, etc. I gave up multiple times what's most important is that you keep trying.