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I feel so tired of life...

I feel so tired of life. My life situation is so hard explain to people because it's so complicated. You would just left confused.

I'm tired.

Of everyone.

Of everything.

I just feel like burying myself underneath the ground or just wishing I never existed. My own family doesn't understand and they are not helpful, they are just very negative and hurtful. I do have one aunt, I wish to tell everything but she just so busy and stressed with her life and job. I don't feel like troubling her as she has a hbp problems.

I feel so depressed. I am living under negative energy without any positive in it.

I can't even finish high school and I feel like a sore loser. People younger than me and my juniors are all graduating, my classmates in college enjoying their lives.

I'm going to be 19 in a few months. I was supposed to graduate last year, but I'm lagging in school. I only have 4 credits left, but feel sick and tired of it, so I don't complete it.

I don't do self harm anymore. I stopped hurting myself last September. I have no friends, my family never lets me leave the house alone, and my social life is just zero. I feel controlled over the time I sleep to what I should eat. It feels like everyday is just a chore. So I'm just feeling tired.

Of life.

Of everything.

I don't know if one day I might just give up on life, I'm doing my best to stay strong...everyday....

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