When it comes to ttc i find myself crying by myself a lot. It's so emotional 😭 it's just not happening for me. Been trying for over a year i bring up going to a specialist and he'll say ok but when i go to talk about it , he'll brush it off . I'm literally crying just typing this up because  i'm at that point where i don't even know if i want this relationship anymore. Ttc is so stressful i want to call of the relationship because maybe he just doesn't want what i want as bad as i do. i don't even know what to do anymore . Any help?? What would you do?