No af

Ok so I'm trying to keep my mind off of it but af is due today and still no show. I usually wake up with it. I am very regular. Always on the same day every month. Only time I have been late or haven't had af is when I was pregnant in the past. I have taken a million hpts this cycle because I felt off and all BFN. So....this is just me saying PLEASE NO AF and hurry up with the BFP. Or come already and put me out of the misery of not knowing what is going on! Just saying.