Lost my baby..

🌼Sara🌼
Went to have an ultrasound done yesterday because of cramping and light bleeding. No heart beat or movement was found. I was supposed to be 18 weeks and our little baby only measured 13 weeks. I was scheduled to have a D&C today but passed the baby last night at home. I am so devastated. I had two completely healthy unplanned pregnancies before and this one that we actually had planned just did not make it. I'm angry and just feel broken. My stomach has already returned to its pre-pregnancy size and I just feel so empty..my baby is just plain gone now. Struggling so much with this 😢