back in February I lost my virginity to a complete stranger. I had told him before I had no intention on having sex with him, as I was a virgin. He ended up pressuring me which resulted in a terrible first time. We have now been a thing for 4 months. He know my first time what I imagined and he feels bad about it. But he has no idea that I was pressured and actually didn't want to give him my v card. What's worse is, he won't do a "redo". You know, be all romantic, actually have sex in a bed, not on a floor.