I'm heart broken over someone I haven't even met yet

Kaylee • Just a Nashville girl 🌆🏙 Country music is my life❣ Love Kane Brown #Kaniac
I just don't understand why I'm heart broken over someone I haven't even met. I'm 16 and haven't even dated anyone yet. I'm starting think that's never going to happen because now I'm stuck in a place that's just to awful and filled with bad memories for me to be happy and I'm 2 hours away from home. I'm just starting to think since I'm not in school and not home I'm just not going to find someone. I've only have been asked out by one guy in my life and I just didn't feel like he was the guy for me. I still don't know if he would've made a good boyfriend but I've been finding myself wanting to apologize to him for a year now. I'm just heart broken and really don't know why I should be. I'm sorry if this is a little depressing I just really needed a safe vent source