The last two weeks have been incredibly tough finding out my husband is having an affair and catching him not once but twice sleeping with a woman on our bed. He shows no remorse and the sad part is he can't give me a reason...he actually has feelings for the new woman. It hurts to know we planned our son, waiting 5 years to have him and he gave up on our family so easily. I cant believe this happened to me. I am beyond broken. But my son gives me all the strength I need he keeps me going. His smile warms my heart so many ways. I never thought I would be a single mom but I am going to do it. I'm months away from getting my masters and my baby boy is my biggest motivation. I have hope that there is someone out there better for me, someone who will love my son and love me for who I am