Confused
This guy named James....he started talking to me and like he started off the convo saying 'Batman is way better than Superman' (I was wearing a Superman jacket) and I'm just like nah Superman is and he's like 'well batman could just be sitting in the shadows rn and he'll beat up bad people while superman is just taking pics for his insta' so that made me laugh And then he said 'how old are you? 17?' "I'm 19" 'well that wasn't an answer I was expecting' so then he's just like 'you're going thru some stuff rn aren't you' and then basically lists off my life and how I feel about it. i swear it was luke he knew me like you do. By this time I was getting weirded out so I asked God in my head 'yo if this guy is fr, have him say something that will hit home' So then he said 'it's emotional..something is bothering you emotionally' "Yeah.." 'Would it have to do with an older brother?' I almost collapsed I just sheepishly nodded and then he he got even more deep 'Do you have problems sleeping at night? Like you wake up at 2am?' "Yeah..how d-"
'Well, you'll get a good sleep tonight'
At this point I'm shook and then he said 'I know what you're feeling. This thing that you don't like or want to talk about..it started at 17 ½?' The first thing I thought about was when I started cutting. He picked up on my anxiety when the music got too loud and asked if I was okay. 'Do they have you on meds? Dud they diagnose you?' "No.." 'Good bc you don't need it. You're gonna get thru this time, I promise you. God has a plan for you and you have a bright future ahead of you' And now I'm woke that he knew this stuff and idk what to think. Like could he be my guardian angel? But then as I was leaving he was talking to my pastor (I was at my Thursday night class at church) and this guy I knew so maybe he was just some person who was just in tune with me? Or maybe he's an angel that everyone sees?
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