I am pregnant with baby 2 and so excited about it! But I started this pregnancy toeing the line between overweight and obese. With my first daughter, I gained 65 pounds. I lost about 45 of it and then it started slowly creeping back on. When I found out I was pregnant again, I was still hanging on to almost 30 pounds of baby weight. Well I am almost 15 weeks along and I have already gained 12 pounds! I hear stories of so many plus sized mammas losing weight during pregnancy and that has just not been the case for me. I have very little will power anyway, but it is 100 times worse during pregnancy and I am always starving now that I am in my second trimester. I am so worried I will continue to gain at this rate and be even heavier after this baby is born. I had some serious self esteem issues (and still do) after my daughter and I just cannot go through that again. I need some advice, encouragement, or something to help get me out of this anxiety spiral I am on about my weight. 😓