My husband and I are recently married. I have an 11 yo daughter who was unplanned. My husband and I got pregnant a month and a half after we were married. I miacarried at 5 weeks. It was so hard. It's still hard. We have been trying to get pregnant since. We are on the second cycle. I honestly don't know if I have the strength to go through this process. I want our rainbow baby so badly, but each time we get a negative test, I feel like a part of me dies. I feel so alone.