I know i shouldnt get down because its our first month trying while others have been trying way way longer. With my first child it took a year to finally get pregnant, month after month of convincing myself that every headache or stomach twinge meant i was pregnant, hundreds of tests showing negative and time after time feeling depressed and angry that my period showed up. I was so hopeful that this time around i wouldnt go through that, that it would happen right away. I know its only been one month but i have this horrible feeling that im gonna go through this for another year or longer again. :( just needed to vent. If i tried talking to my husband he wouldnt get it and just say its only been a month and im just being paranoid or over thinking. Maybe i am but i cant help what i feel.