Im struggling. My hasband and I have been trying to get pregnant for 6 months. I have PCOS and am over weight. I havent had a period in over a year. My dr wont refer us to a specialist until I loose weight. All I want is a baby. I have a good job, perfect husbad and think I would be a good mommy. Everyone around me seems to get pregnant at the drop of the hat and its just not happening. As a woman I feel like a failure. I have been pretty down lately but have to hide it behind a smile. I am a behavior therapist and listen to others all day when I feel like a part of me is dying. What if it never happenes for me? What if I cant have a baby? I cant imagine my world without being a mom.