i’ve been depressed for about  two years now and i just feel sad all the time and no one ever notices because i always have a smile on my face...i have perfected my fake smile and it just makes it hurt worse. i’m running out of options i dont really wanna be here anymore and i really don’t know what to do. i have no one to talk to. i’m afraid they won’t love me anymore someone please help me i don’t know what to do anymore⛈😔.                               update: i’ve cut for about three months now and i don’t know how to say this but it brings me sweet relief.                                                              update: i have told my boy bestfriend and at first he didn’t believe me but i talked to me about it in the end and i have never felt better i love him so much and i wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for him...