weight gain in first trimester

Jessica
I realize how vain this sounds, but I can't help it. Everything looks great on the first scan and I should be focusing on that!  But I can't help to keep obsessing that I've gained 10 pounds already! The doctor was not concerned and I'm still a very normal weight for my height but my god! It's literally boobs and belly, I'm so bloated I feel disgusting. I've had issues with eating disorders in the past and it's VERY hard to see my weight increase. Especially bc I can't do a damn thing about it. I'm obsessing and I don't know what to do about it. Just venting. I'm not feeling very good about myself right now 🙁