Having a hard time...

Julia
I have been with my boyfriend for about a year. He and i get along really well for the most part and have a really good relationship. I love him dearly and want to build a future with him. Yesterday we got into a fight and it escalated and out of anger he blurted out that he wanted to break up and that we "werent working" and said it would be the last time i saw or heard from him. It was mean and cruel the way he said it. I didnt react well. I cried and yelled at him that he basically had been lying to me for a whole year then. He back tracked almost immediately and said its not what he wanted and he didnt mean it. I told him that i wanted to be with him and wanted to move past it. But im struggling because there was a lot of trust broken. He has apologized up and down and seems genuinely sorry. But it really worries me that he would end what i took as a serious relationship headed for marriage just because he got angry with me. I dont really know how to get past this and could use some advice.