I'm in love with this guy

Mary
I'm in love with this guy right here he is so beautiful inside and out and he likes me he just won't date me because I'm 15 and he's 18 and he doesn't want to get arrested. Is he just saying that cause he really doesn't like me or what I just want him so bad and it hurts because he won't even hangout with me now because he's scared he's gonna cave and try and kiss me or something. I just can't is he lying am I dumb god I hate this. I miss him so much. This photo was of our last night together and now I might never see him again and if I tell him how I feel he just tells me to stop. I love him.