leaving my 8 month old

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I have to leave my 8 month old baby whom I've never left for 3 days for work. He's eating quite a bit of soilds but is still waking up during the night to nurse actually nurses quite often. I'm freaking out about leaving him, second guessing my choice to take this job, I feel like a horrible mother just thinking about leaving him..all I can do is cry when I think about leaving him. Any advice or tips on how to cope, will he be interested in breastfeeding when I return home, will my supply decrease, will I be able to breastfeed still?