It drains me... Anyone else fed up of seeing BFN?

Question

Does anybody else just feel like life has been sucked out of you everytime you see that BFN? 😩
Everywhere I look (Facebook, Instagram etc) there's pregnancies announced everywhere! Some of which are "we never planned this but..." 
I feel like if you don't plan it then it happens!
I get anxious waiting to take a test and it hits so hard when no more lines appear... I can't help but think "why"? 
We've been TTC for months and months now and it's always the same, negative negative negative, Some may say it's an overreaction to feel so run down, but the initial start and the excitement of actually wanting to conceive to then have the hope taken away instantly because of one line not showing up... I hate AF even more every month! We've tried doing it 4/5 days during fertile, we've tried 1 day during fertile, nothing seems to be happening. 
Sorry if this puts anyone's mood down, I just wish I could be the one announcing my pregnancy 😔

Answer

I was where you are. You have to let it go. There is a point that you reach where whether you have a child or not you need to be ok with it. What happens six months from now with no baby? Do you have plans? Mine was that I was going to sail on a catamaran with my family next January. It was what I was looking forward to. I was going to grow the practices I manage. You have to allow something else to forfill you emotionally. And promise yourself something. Unless you bowled over a toilet puking your guts out and haven't gotten a period in two months , don't touch a pee stick. Don't track ovulation, don't track cervica mucus or basil temp or whether you were a little out of breathe going up stairs. For all those women life happened when they were busy living theirs and so many women stop living to conceive instead of living to live. I hope this helps, we waited two years and experienced a loss and I lost my tube which reduced my chances to 25%. I don't know if this is my rainbow baby or not, but I chose to live my life that doesn't revolve around the life inside of me. If I focus only only my jelly bean then I will worry myself half to death. Same goes for the life YOU WILL have. Sarah waited till she was over a 100 in the Bible to have a child.  God has bigger plans than we realize.

It drains me... Anyone else fed up of seeing BFN?

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