I feel so alone. I coyld cry for hours amd he would not care. I feel so distant and like im always annoying him. He rather be with his friends and smoke hookah then to be with even if i write letters to communicate it dont mean a thing. He doesnt care for tbe baby talk and doesnt care about how me stressed is bad for the baby. Idk why i got myself into this mess just because he proposed doesnt make it love. I acted besides myself and threw vitamins at him which he threw back at me but it missed all because i asked him to leave because i was stressing out and he was relaxed . But he replies for me to leave ( like im not preggo and i have no friends put here) idk why i left my family to be here with him im just so tired. I feel weak and broken . I didnt eat all day and theres nothing to eat but yet he downed his take out and trashed mines. Idk what to do im really over it