Is this the baby blues??

Makenzie
At my first appointment with my Dr, I tried to tell her about my history of depression and panic attacks. I told her i was doing ok for a little while but before i got pregnant i had "relapsed". She told me its probably just the baby blues and to wait it out until my 2nd trimester. (Did she miss the BEFORE part??) Here i am a month later and my next appointment is tomorrow. Since the last one ive gotten so bad that ive had chest pain from anxiety and full blown anxiety attacks. I dont play with my step daughters anymore and i was fighting so bad with my fiance we almost split up.. Until i finally told him what was going on. Ive cried so much. For every reason and no reason at all. This is my first pregnancy but im pretty sure this isnt just the baby blues...