first bestfriends now in love and confused

so me and this guy when we first met we was close and became bestfriends since i had a boyfriend at the moment but once me and my boyfriend broke up he told me he has feelings and we started just kissing and small stuff and I grew feelings too now he tells me he's in love with me and I feel the same but once he told me he didn't want a relationship we grew apart but I still love him and we still talk but it's kinda weird what should I do 😫