Yesterday was apparently my peak fertility day. I had (I think!) a pos OPK! & today I feel like shit! I feel like my partner, although he is the one who's like 'I really really want a baby!', is being all distant and can't be arsed to have sex etc ! The past two nights sexual activity has been a disaster & it's left me feeling fucking useless & shit! & I was just thinking 'if that was a positive opk we really need to do it!' So I've just come upstairs and he turned away from me! Wtf!!! He's just asked me what's wrong. I can't even be bothered to get into it. I'm just gonna read my book. However I no we won't have done enough this month now! Having such a shitty day!