I have been faithful going on three years but get accuse of cheating all the time. I was told the accuser is usually the one doing the dirt... I stay in the house all the time don't talk to anybody male or female... I'm to old for all that cheating shit... I love this man with all my heart but it seems like nothing I do is good enough for him... I am at my end with this if after going to jail for him paying for his.lawyer giving and giving and he still don't trust me then what is the point of me trying anymore... I don't see the point of being with somebody showing them every day you are for them and that is still not good enough that means nothing I do will ever be good enough for him. Was going to buy him another car on Friday and make sure he had what he need but now im good.. If I'm not good enough for you than neither is my money.... Fuck all these emotionally games I been through to much and not trying to keep going through it... So yeah my heart is now closed and the silent treatment is now in full effect.... I'm done being treated like I am not good enough for him.... Feel like Keyisha Cole I might have well cheated on him as much as he accuse me of cheating... Just venting....