transgender 38 weeks being induced at 39

Josh • Trans man and pregnant
I found out that last week at 36.6 my amniotic fluid was 11% and this week yesterday 37.6 it was 27%.  So I have to be induced because of my history and my age and that's just too high.  I reward up on the diagnosis.  They don't want me to lose the baby.  I like knowing I have a date but I'm so nervous I don't know what to do with myself.