Am I the only one feeling this way?

Shannon • TTC baby #2 for 6+ yrs. Healing from mc 3/15. We have 1 precious boy & his hearts desire is to be a big brother...
I had a d&c Tuesday & I have hardly told anyone, not even my parents & family. We had so many people praying for us when we were undergoing fertility treatments that when we got our BFP we felt we should tell those people. Which made us feel like we might as well tell everyone. Now that I've miscarried I feel the pain is so deep I can't even speak of it. I just CANT talk about it right now. I need a week or two to grieve privately & process it a bit with my husband before I can talk about it. Literally I can't talk about it without sobbing so hard I can't even speak!! Is anyone else not telling people yet? Just curious... Thanks.